Things have been a little difficult lately. Jon and I are going our separate ways. It is probably the hardest decision I've ever made. I feel like we just can't get ourselves together. As friends we get along just fine, but when it comes to the relationship topic...we fight. I refuse to raise Boston in an environment where there is constant arguing and bickering. I know that there are things that bug me that really shouldn't, all the little things. MILLIONS of little things. But after 2 1/2 years nothing has changed. He does not trust me any more than he did on day one. He cannot see that I am not his ex wife, and that I am not going to screw him over like she has. I want what is best for my child. Boston is the single most important thing in my life now and I believe that my happiness is something that he needs. Jon and I cannot keep going in this circle that we have been for so long. We do great for like a week or so and then it starts again...the bickering, complaining, fighting, bitching. Whatever you want to call it. I could write a million page blog on everything but I doubt anyone wants to hear it.
So...
The best thing in my life...my lil man. Wouldn't trade him for anything! He's perfect and amazing and I just hope I don't screw him up to much as he gets older. Here he is cuddling with Daddy.
This is one of his first nights eating cereal. We started about at about 5 months. He was regularly eating 4 - 8 oz. bottles every day but he just seemed STARVING still. So, we added the cereal. Oh, and the dining room has a fan so he likes to stare at it while he's eating...
That's right PACKERS were the SUPER BOWL CHAMPIONS!!! Boston's first Super Bowl and awesomely enough the Packers made it and WON it! I bought B a baby cheese head...it was way too cute!
Grandma and Grandpa Moeller with their grandchildren after the Packers clinched the win! Yay!
SUPER BOWN CHAMPS!!! (My camera is great...thats a picture of the TV)
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